23 more pounds to go. See ya homies. I’ts treadmill time!
is anyone from toronto or anywhere near? id love to have a texting pro-ana/mia buddy
She’s so puuuurdy ;/
I just ate so much. I was so hungry. I had a plate full of pasta, 2 pieces of garlic bread and a big ass salad with french dressing. FEELIN LIKE A FATTTTTTTY plus im planning on going to sleep soon ugh even worse. need to workout tomorrow.
its really depressing that according to this particular site
even with eating 500 calories a day and working out 6-7 times a week
it will still take me til august to be at 120lbs
sigh sigh sigh
this is not good news
I haven’t been able to vit into this sundress since summer of 2009! I’m quite ecstatic. :D
Ignore the neon pink sports bra.
— Kristine Weber
she has 15% body fat and her abs look amazing!
I’m not looking for people to turn around and go “you look fine”, “you’re not fat”, “why skinny? go for curvy.”
But, I look in the mirror and physically hurt by what I see. I hate every ounce of flesh that moves on me, everyone bit you can grab and go “look here, another piece of fat”. I know we need it, and I know I’m not fat; I feel it. Statistically I’m healthy. My BMIs fine, my muscle:fat is fine. But that’s not enough for me.
My sister gets so angry when I say I want to be skinny. But I can’t help it. If I could carry off the curves and know I’d feel proud and happy I would do that. I would strut my stuff and show everyone I didn’t give a fuck. But I know I won’t be happy, and I’m trying everything I can to be happy now. I am fed up, of this rut. This endless, stupid fucking rut. My Grandma made it perfectly clear I don’t have any reason to hate myself or be depressed.
So, I’m changing what I hate - starting with the weight. I’m giving myself will power, and when I don’t have it I’ll conjure it up from somewhere.
I will change. You’ll see.
Not in an anorexic way. :)
