Under Control

Darn these commercials! I am hooked to a song by Parachute called “Under Control”. It was the song in a Nivea commercial and I googled it. SMH. You would think I would know by now, lol. The song got to me though, I have been under control for so long with this situation, keeping my feelings inside and letting it eat away at me. I kept my distance from him because I didn’t want to be a stumbling block. I wanted it to move forward only if it was God’s will but I also avoided him a lot. I don’t regret it too much, I believe everything happens for a reason but I realize how I feel now that it’s spiraling out of control. Thank God for Jesus; I have been talking his ear off and it feels amazing.