I Am Now A Four-Eye Card Carrying Member

I got my glasses yesterday after work. It feels a little weird but I can see so clearly. Today is my first day in them and I was actually a little nervous. This is an idea of how they look. They are actually yellow and blue (I know, wacky color choice). I didn't want a pair of boring black or brown frames. I wanted a pair that reflected me: unconvential and funky. I think we found a match. My boss doesn't like them; she thinks I should wear contacts. If that's the case she can put them in for me every morning and take them out at night. I am not a fan for poking myself in the eye or putting anything near my eye for that matter (you should have seen how long it took me to get used to eye liner, lol). But I digress, I am also looking at a pair of navy Burberry glasses with pyramid studs going doen the sides! They are so awesome that I want them now! I'll try and find the picture to post, they're so hot!




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If You Just Realized What I Just Realized.....

I would have been the first to admit that I didn’t think anyone would miss me while I was on vacation, but I was wrong. I didn’t realize how much I was appreciated or better yet, how much I missed the job. I guess absence does make the heart grow fonder, lol. On Saturday, my girlfriend and I were talking about my past relationship and why it is a hindering block to my future one. We were discussing that my mind frame is still in the past and I need release to be able to look to the present. Thinking about it now, I couldn’t agree more. I am going to be honest: I have a problem with looking into the future. I know who I am supposed to be with; but I am afraid to see myself with them because I look at it as a hindering block. I remember God was dealing with me on that subject. Last week, I was twisting and turning and was upset when he popped into my head. Then God asked me why I couldn’t see myself with what he has given me? I mean, when we know we were getting a bike or a new gift as a kid or a new thing as an adult; we envision ourselves with it, thinking about how we will look with it, what we would do, etc. so why couldn’t I do it now? I realized while God had forgiven me about my past and placed it in the sea of forgetfulness; I have held on to it and turned it into my handicap.

Lol!

I have a co-worker that has a smoking problem. It's bad enough that he smokes but he takes cigarette breaks every hour on the hour. I have never seen it this bad before. And to top it all off, he likes to talk right after he comes back from break and make you suffer from second-hand smoking. I promise you I could not make it up. Does anyone have co-workers like that? My job is just a bunch of characters. They all have a crazy back-story. I think life would be boring without a back story would be a bore.