Why Am I Not Surprised

I was supposed to meet “Richard” after work for the suit fitting but he cancelled. To tell you the truth, it seems since he’s been in a relationship that he has been more open with me. I am so confused. I never tried to pursue him at all. And there lies the problem. He didn’t think I was interested because he is so used to women going after him. I did the opposite; I was the cool friend on the side that would occasionally talk and joke with him. I was always told that “He that findeth a wife…” I will always stick to that. I like it, I like that if a gentleman is interested, he has to make the move. I am convinced I belong in another time period. I love the old fashion standards to things. These days everyone thinks without thinking.

Wearing My Heart on My Sleeve

I am all for the old fashion way of doing things but I wonder if wearing our heart on our sleeves is the best idea. I realized that while I was single I was in emotional relationships. Even though we weren’t together my mind frame didn’t really echo this. Why? Because mentally I was acting like we were together and if you look at it from that stand point I wasn’t really single, was I? Maybe it’s not like that for everyone; it just seems like that with me. I think I’m just rambling again…………….never mind me.